There are certain people in your life in which you think that you know a person like the back of your hand and it hits you that you probably don't know that person so well after all. Has this ever happened to you? This is the situation that I am going through right now. Up to this point in my life I thought I knew said person like the back of my hand and to discover that this is not the case-it is DAVASTATING. It just breaks my heart. I don't know how to deal with it. What do you do when you find yourself in a situation like this? Especially when you love this person with all your heart. To answer my own question- I guess there is nothing I can do. The only thing I can do is keep on loving them as I always have and always will.
Today my heart hurts. I can't shake the sadness that has overtaken me. My eyes are swollen from all the crying that I have been doing. I hope nobody notices I don't have the energy to explain. I hope that I can get through today. Things are not well. Today my heart hurts.