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It's been a horrible day so far...and I am not even half way through it yet!!!!!
Sometimes I just wanna run out of here screaming!
I wish this day was already over. *sigh*
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It's been a horrible day so far...and I am not even half way through it yet!!!!!
Sometimes I just wanna run out of here screaming!
I wish this day was already over. *sigh*
Shit. It hurts to know that you cannot trust ANYONE!!!!!!! I fucking hate myself sometimes for being so damn trusting! I thought I had a friend. I don't. She is trying to harm me in the workplace. I don't suspect it, I know it! Not by a co-worker, not by a supervisor,but by the head honcho. Boss man! He warned me be very,very careful! He called me into his office said: This,this,and this was said! It felt like a slap to the face!!!!!!! He knows that I am (was) very, very close to this person. I have not said anything to this person and I will not say anything! I will continue to see her come in talk to me, hug me! She has even eaten at my table! I welcomed her into my house and trusted her!!!!!! I feel like crying!!!! I will just keep quiet and act like I know nothing! I now know what lies beneath the sweet smile and hug.
So My Dear F*List on this Thanksgiving Holiday where we are supposed to be thankful for everthing and everyone in our lives I am. I am thankful because I can weed out the not-so good people in my life. I know who surrounds me. I am off now to stuff myself with turkey lunch with my fellow co-workers.
Yay:(
So My Dear F*List on this Thanksgiving Holiday where we are supposed to be thankful for everthing and everyone in our lives I am. I am thankful because I can weed out the not-so good people in my life. I know who surrounds me. I am off now to stuff myself with turkey lunch with my fellow co-workers.
Yay:(
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AH! The Joys Of Thursday Morning!
A Desk Full Of Files.
Paperwok Everywhere.
*Sigh*
I Look AT My Desk Calmly.
A Desk Full Of Files.
Paperwok Everywhere.
*Sigh*
I Look AT My Desk Calmly.
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It's been a rough week for me where work is concerned! The office manager that we had for the past six years left us last friday. I will admit that is was hard for the rest of us in the office to see her go. She was an outstanding working and very good friend to all of us. We had a goodbye luch on friday with the bosses. On Saturady night the younger employees (we are all young I am the youngest of the company being only 23-the oldest is 33 years old) of the company had farwell party for her. You know you are having a good time when the cops comes and knocks on the door and askes to keep the noise level down. Another sign that you are having fun is when you lose track of time and you finally realize you need to go home because it is 4am in the morning!!! Well anyway we all had a blast and wished our blond girl only the best at her new job-she deserves only the best! The rest of us girls however were dreading Monday morning! So Monday morning comes along and then everything goes down hill from there! We have been able to had the work load just fine but for some reason we have been down each others' throats all week!!! We have been screaming and fighting with each other the whole week!!! You know many people say that they hate the people that they work with or even worse yet they don't even know the people that they work with? Well for us that is not the case- we actually all like each other!! We go to each others' houses on the weekends and have parties and all that good stuff. I ask myself - why is it that we are fighting? I have no clue. I have the tension around us when we fight. It's so horrible to work in an environment like that. It's the end of the week and at the moment our 9 phone lines are at rest! Thank God! That's why I allowed myself this brief moment to rant! I will soon have to get back to the endless paperwork and phonecalls. Aah yes the wonders of a desk job aren't they great!!! I feel content because we have all survived the week!!! Yay for us!!!
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TGIF!! THANKFULLY I HAVE MANAGED TO GET A LARGE AMOUNT OF WORK DONE THIS WEEK, EVEN THOUGH I WAS OUT ON WEDNESDAY. I COULD NOT HAVE DONE IT WITH A LOT OF HELP THAT I RECIEVED FROM MY CO-WORKERS! YAY THEM FOR HELPING ME THEY ARE THE BEST. I AM CONTEMPLATING THE OPTION OF COMING IN TO WORK ON THE WEEKEND AS WELL. ALTHOUGH I DID GET A LOT DONE THERE IS STILL SOME THINGS THAT NEED TO GET DONE BUT I CAN COME IN I HAVE TO ASK THE BIG BOSS MAN FIRST. I'LL SEE HOW EVERYTHING TURNS OUT.
Well its Monday morning again! I will try my best to get some work done is week we will see how much I will get done this week. The talk this morning in the office with the co-workers is Britany Spears performace last night! We all agree we feel so bad for the poor girl! She just seemed so lost! Well gotta go get some work done!
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I am at work and it is 10:59am. Since probabbly April or May of this year I have a new obssesion!! QaF it is all that I think about!! B/J!! Most of all the always beautiful Brian Kinney!! He has overtaken my mind. I don't have much room to think about anything else. So much so that I have gotten behind on my work and have piles and piles of paperwork to get to, but I can't seem to get to it. My mind is filled with the fanfics that I am currently reading whenever I have the smallest chance. The QaF fandom, fanfics, and anything else that involves this has taken me away from the other fandom that I so much used to enjoy, which was the BBM fandom. Don't get me wrong I still enjoy passing through the BBM forums and reading the stories that I enjoyed reading but I just don't do it as much because QaF has overtaken me!! I don't know what to do anymore. I write this in the hope that it will help me clear my mind just a bit or at least for a couple of hours so that I can get some of my work done!
it is friday!! What more can I say I am dreading getting back on the phone!! It is 1:10pm I am here at the office not wanting to do any work but knowing there is no escaping it, it has to be done! I hate hate it. I need all this files off of my desk! I felt the need to write something even if it made no sense!
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The rain has seemed to stop for now, but I think it will continue because its still dark outside with heavy clouds. We will see as the night goes on. Work is disapponting. I am growing tired of what I do. I think that you should never grow tired of what you do if you love what you do, but that is not my case! It would be okay if I only had to deal with own complaints about this job. Once again that is not the case I have to hear the complaints of all the people that are around me about how unhappy they are about there job! Sometimes I just wanna say if you are so unhappy here get another job but of course I can't say that because I don't even do anything about my situation so who am I to say anything!! The only bright spot in my day is being able to come here and letting it all out!
WHEW!!
That felt great!!
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